Fifteen years after high school, I returned to my hometown for a reunion centered around discovering our class time capsule. What began as a nostalgic journey suddenly unraveled into insights that redefined my past pain and betrayal.
When we gathered in the schoolyard, it was a brisk evening, and our former classmates were cuddled together as we was getting ready to excavate memories that had been buried for a very long time. During the time that the group was working to find the time capsule, my mind was filled with memories of the last night I spent in high school. I recalled Brian’s icy words, Jess’s comforting embrace, and the feeling of complete and utter confusion I experienced as everything that I valued was taken away from me.
When I was younger, Brian appeared to be my entire universe. Instead of being merely my lover, he was my anchor and my dream. He was more than that. However, in a single, unexplained moment, he had distanced himself from me and blamed me for something that I had never comprehended. My best friend Jess, who had been there to comfort me, eventually vanished from my life as well. She had been there for every moment.
Now, as I stood in the schoolyard, I noticed familiar faces that had aged over the course of time, their laughing combining with the sound of shovels being clinked together. Malcolm was still his sharp and sardonic self, and he coordinated the excavation with a lot of sophistication. During the time that we were working, I kept looking around, and I was half expecting to see Jess and Brian. As soon as they arrived together at last, my heart began to tighten further. Had they continued to be a couple? I was under the impression that I had no longer cared about them, but seeing them triggered feelings that I did not wish to confront.